February 26th, 2005
Yay after 3 years I've finally finished my book-files for school. I've read 12 books and one poem. Well actually i've read more, but hey I'm not going to make extra reports...
I just needed to say this!
I can just feel my wings of freedom growing and popping out of my back, or maybe that's just because I went to the gym a little to mucht this week ;)
I never MUST or HAVE to read anything, because people tell me to do it. I now can read certain books because I want to read them!
I Do NOT have to do or say things I don't want! And I never will no mather what people might say about it.
''Right did you remember last weekend? No you don't?! Wait am I mistaken or were that your friends throwing beer in my face. Ow right they were, but you had nothing to do with it. No your right, I was wrong all along. Yes It's all my fault, and no of course I musten't listen to my own heart, because yours is more important, and some things just need to been done.....''
And no I'm not even taking the energy to tell him that, because frankly he has no right of speaking, and I'm not willing to speak to people who act like that anyway. I'm sorry, but I'm not gonna wait until forever until u realise there might be more important things than sex and alcohol. and that there just needs to be more that nice promises and big-talk for thing to work. Respect for other people would be a start though, but might be a little hard to ask from some...........
I don't....I think ...or maybe......there might be a little chance... Well i'm not to sure of that either though.
Humpf stupid feelings, why can't we just put them in a little jar and take them out for a walk whenever we feel like it;)
Current Mood: cynical
Current Music: 'libera me'
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