|12:45 pm - ' work in progress '|
Yesterday I've tried to update my LJ 5 times and every time I was finally done I got a freaking error message so I had to start over again...
I really should be working on my paper, but I just can't get myself to write anything good. Really I'm so glad if the whole thing is finally over and I can focus on other stuff.
My father rheumatism has gotten worse. I knew this day would come, but I guess I didn't expected it to come so soon. It's hard not to know were things are going, and if they will go fast or not.
I still don't know about my study. Yesterday my mom suggested that I also could do something else the next year. Like volonteering in a foreign prodject, but I think that if I don't that I'll love the work to muh and that I dont want to come back anymore. I might do that after my study though. Funny thing is I love to work with children, but the directing I might be going doens't really involve that, so I guess I'll have to find another way to keep doing that. I'm thinking about joining an amarica summercamp for one summer. Can't do that this summer, because they want people who are over 18 when they start, and since I won't be 18 until the end of July it won't be an option.
Sometimes I wish I could just hide and stay in my bed, I love my bed it's so nice and I have a lot of space!
Oh well I haven't got a lot to say today. It has just been a quit weekend, and tomorrow I got to get back into the real world ;)
Well I've got to get back and work on my paper now, because if I don't do it today I won't do it until the last moment, and then I'm sorry that I didn't do it on a day like this...
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